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Loving my longg hairrrr!! ��

Its 2012!!
Time past by reallllliiiii fast!!!!
Danny's in k1 now n i still cant believe it! He's still like a baby to me. Oh boy! U'v grown up! I really jz want u to b happy n succeed in life and thats all i ask for.

Rifat Erdayyan is 14months n he's been walking for the past 2months. And i can say that he's a hyper kid too though there are moments he's quite clingy n cry baby n those are his not-macho moments. Haha! Btw,he's iron defiency is decreasing n im soo worried!! Now he's being refered to haemotologist n i hope things wud get better for him. -one of the reason he's not putting on weight besides eating 24hrs. He grows taller but not fatter.

My younger bro is leaving to Thailand for 9 freaking months!! Goshh! Hope he'l b doin well there n miss us not. Hehe. I hope he'l b all fine there. Yet another brother is leaving me. Haishhh! Lucky im married now,atleast there's a man I can rely on. :))

Me b bro with the newly engaged cousin.

Aigooo~

I kept having 'bad thoughts' bout my love. He's all fine and as per normal yet i have doubts bout his love towards me.
Spoke to him last night n i pour out my feelings n he says, "sayang,i sayang u lebih dr u sayang i tau.. Tkmo ckp mcm gini pls?" as he said that he look into my eyes with both arms hugging me n i cn c he's watery eyes. Aww.
Thank u love,i know u love me but i dunoe y sumtimes i feel tht u love me nomore. Maybe,bcos of the bzness of every day chores/task we does, that make me feel neglected by u. And i guess,mayb cos i'v been the staying at home wife makes me become insecure,and like come 'otak mati' dats y 'kene godaan syaitan' tht jz wants to ruin everythg. Lucky i poured my feelings to you or i dunoe what wud happen.
I know u r working hard alone to provide everythg for us and sometimes u came home feeling super shag yet u stil plays w ur boys n gotta entertain ur pampered wifey. I really thanked u soo much! Im sorry to hurt u with my words n my silent treatment towards u. Im soo sorry sayang. InsyaAllah,i hope this gonna b the last time having this insecure feelings. I love u sayang.
Thank u for loving me too.

And guess what. Right aft we talked bout my feelings,hubby voiced out to make all of our passport n wants to plan to go for holiday by a road trip!! Wee~ i need tht badly sayang!! Am soo looking forward to it. Lets jz go to KL cause i badly wants A&W n Subway. Lol!!

I know hubby wud do anything for me from the day i knew him. His care n concern towards me is too deep that i dont think i deserve that knowing my super terrible mood swings. But despite all tht,hubby stil stand strong w me and i pray that our marriage will be bless with lotsa love from Allah and may our love blooms til thereafter.

Im so bless to hv u in my life sayang. Happy turning 7years of knowing each other. (though i forgot wat date was it but definitely its ard end Nov or early dec)
Im looking forward to our 5th year wedding anniversary.  And dear,can we do a photoshoot of our small but complete family of 4? Pls? :D

Resmincing moment;
080305 - we got together
190806 - we got engaged
030307- we got married
071207 - we got M. Rosly Erdanny
170309 - we got our house
130509 - we got M.Rifqy Erdanniel
281110 - we got M. Rifat Erdayyan

Alhamdulilah, all these with Allah's will. Syukran ya Allah.
Im looking forward w more moments with u sayang. Rmbr, ERZANISHA, established since 080305. (",)

Woots. sucha superrr loooong post.
Thanks to my not sleepy eyes n goooood mood. Weeee.

Ok i think thats bout it for now.
Wanna try to turn in and yeayy!! Weekend is here. Woooho! Happy looong weekend darlinks.

moments aft nikah, 030307

last pic of the day of tunang.

Till here, take care.